Mistaken - Misunderstood



That's one thing that i fear of marriage. On top of that, i'm traumatized for the first time. That very incident, made me question myself - will i ever have that faith and trust be put on someone that one day will be part of my life? What if i did and this would happen? 

Heading my mom's advise is a 'always' and a habit to do so.If something happened, always have a backup plan. At least, i don't have to be dependent on man. What happened was a 'don't trust anyone' lesson learnt. For certainty; people do lie to others. I thank my mom for praying what's best for me and god for showing the truth and reality. 

Since i've gone through such event before, i'm afraid of relationship and i fear for commiting myself into something serious again.
 
  Lets make it clear;

  1. I came to know that there was a lady who put her status in a r/s with him
  2. I went up to him and asked him
  3. He said that they broke up their engagement
  4. I wandered into deep thoughts; spoke my mind and said 'Which lady would still keep tagging and even displayed his name on her relationship status.'
  5. He said that she was crazy.
  6. Somehow he got worried when everytime i brought her name up and that i even went to her work place to spy on her
  7. He kept saying that she's crazy. Like mentally crazy.
  8. He persuaded me to stop whatever i was doing.
  9. Since i wanted to try to give myself a shot in a serious r/s, i believed him - i was a fool
  10. I was still in doubt with his action and behaviour.
  11. One day, when everything went out of his way and i came to know the truth.
  12. The fact that i've been lied even from someone i made friends long ago.
  13. When everything became confusion; facts and stories turned upside down
  14. Who to trust?
So we had to start from the very beginning...

Because someone didn't tell me right from the beginning that his friend was and is still engaged with the latter.

He sent me a message asking whether i would permit myself to get to know his closest friend. Hey! It was just making friends. Why not. However, my friend here didn't tell me in the first place that his bestfriend was taken by somebody else. Apparently, he was engaged.

If i knew from the very first place, things wouldn't have had happen.
I'm trying to clear my name off from being looked down so cheap - because i still have my pride and dignity. I have a reputation and my family's name to carry on.. - I don't want to tarnish it. I know that stealing someone else's partner is wrong. Indeed very wrong! Talking about stealing, here i go again. Another story that needs to be told. I would really love to clear things up from being misunderstood of. It just takes one to be willing to listen and forgive..




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