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Dream
I'm hoping for a better life. A better future - Everyone does.
I'm looking forward to traveling around the world and visiting places that preserved historical artefacts and stories that contain values of life. Imagining myself touching the ancient walls and walking around the area with full of excitment, i'll be the happiest person in the world.
When i was young, i had different types of dream of becoming someone with a deserved occupation. I wanted to be a doctor. A nurse. A violinist. A singer. A dancer. A police. A teacher. An archeologist. But as i'm getting older, i know that becoming either one of what i dreamed of was impossible. It takes one to really work their ass off. I didn't have the determination. To add to that, i was fickled minded. I was easily influenced. Back when i was in high school, i really didn't know what my future could really be.
I took part in singing and dancing but it never really felt like i was meant to be part of it. Singing and dancing; something that i like but i guess, it's not something that i could pursue it because it's just for a small period of time. Thus i thought to myself, well it could still be a hobby. So i did.
Soon after, i got myself involved in business - from selling cookies to joining entrepreneurship competition. I did it for a good course and it was just for fun since i was handling with money. My family has their business and i wasn't really paying much attention to it because i showed interest more in the entertainment industry. Like i said, i like singing and dancing but somehow i felt like it wasn't meant for me to pursue.
When i joined the workforce again soon after i graduated from high school, i learned so many things about money, trying to get a stable job and etc..
Having business is not bad afterall. The business can be passed on to the next generation. What i'm trying to say is that, to have a business is what i call a long time of commitment. From my experince, being an entrepreneur is not bad afterall. Just that i have to be aware of the strategic and what i really need to do and how to market out the business. Sounds good though but i need the preparation. I need to root myself so atleast i'm ready to handle a very big responsibility. Although this wasn't really what i wanted to do but no harm done if i wanted to continue my mom's dream. Having to sacrifice something for your love one, indeed is a happiness.
I feel proud of myself.
Although i'm always dreaming away and wishing someone could be part of my life, i knew that rushing into something that's not really meant to be yet is a disaster. I repeat, DISASTER! So all i'm saying is that, i'm dreaming my life away with something that is worth my time and worth what i've sacrificing for.
Don't take me wrongly, i'm trying to specify that i'm done looking for someone because i almost forgot of the things that i've been doing lately. Chasing my dream.
That's what every woman wants!
XOXO;
Wild Dreamer.
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