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New phase
The start of something new.
This is my new phase of life. Different faces, different names(different names huh? Not exactly. Haha!) but whatever it is, i'm socially exploited these days. I'm keeping up with my busy schedule. Weekdays i commit myself to education; then on weekends, i'm all burned up for work. I'm not complaining that i didn't get myself an off day but simply as saying that i'm glad that i'm coping so well with this hectic life.
I do miss this part of me being busy and coping with education that i have always desperately wanted so much. Now that i'm all busy with this phase, i'm losing some weight! and i am happy about it.
I wish not to bring back the past into the present but somehow or less, someone's seems like his all alone for now. We used to hang out together and even do shopping with just the both of us. However, it is unlikely for us to do that anymore. At the point when someone says i'm being too attached with him or her, i tend to shut them out of my way.
Nevertheless,
I believe that he has been trying to communicate with me but it does seems like i'm pushing him away. He's not a jinx but i just can't be around with him. Not because he doesn't have standards or what. All i'm saying is that, somehow we have to let go of the people in order to move on. Basically, let bygone be bygone. It's best to forget and learn from the mistakes."Nanny McPhee: There is something you should understand about the way I work. When you need me but do not want me, then I must stay. When you want me but no longer need me, then I have to go. It's rather sad, really, but there it is."
"Not everyone you lose is a loss"I do gradually feel bad for my own action. The impact that he's receiving is merely being hurt for being abandon by me. #selfish #ignorant
I apologize for my mistakes but this is reality. Right from the start, i shouldn't have gotten to know you better then we all could have not known each other.
I'm less worried about what's in for my future now because i'm all ready and set up for what i've planned out.
#ALHAMDULILAH
XOXO;
Aien ...
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